it's been about 3 months!!!

Wow! I don't even know where to start..

July 18th was my birthday..I turned 19...Most of my friends forgot it was my birthday until like a week or 2 later but it's okay...I don't know why I ever relied on people to remember such a simple thing in the first place. I got a bunch of good stuff, the ABSOLUTE BEST being a radar detector from my parents...They are awesome. My brother Frank actually 1. remembered, 2. showed up, and 3. got me a gift instead of a gift card...AND IT WAS WRAPPED. It must have been his new girlfriend that got him to do that:-p.

The last week in July me and my parents went to Daytona..It was sooo nice to get away for a while and not have to freaking worry about working and people calling me and bitching at me! I met this guy Jay that set up my reservations for Desert Inn in April and we hung out a few times...Besides that I just chilled with my parents and had a good time honestly. They're so fun when they're not worrying about keeping me disciplined. I like being grown up and on my own. Most of the time.

When I got back to work I asked about Bala, like when he was coming back from vacation...But it turns out he actually went the same week I did, and while he was there he was diving off a cliff and somehow hit the water wrong and like fractured or shattered the orbital bone thing around his left eye so basically right now the only thing holding his eye ball in place is some tissue and muscle. YUM. I finally saw him today for the first time since I left...Like July 27...I missed him bunches, he is like my favorite boss ever.

I guess that's it for important things that have happened since I last updated...good thing I don't do it too frequently, the entries would be pretty boring.

So here's the shimmy now. On Thursday I was working drive thru at Walgreens and this guy comes drivin up all crazy and got  a prescription for his grandfather and I was talking to him like I would anyone while I was waiting for the check to go through the machine and I was like okay, do you have any questions and he like asked for my phone number and at first I said no but for some reason I was like no wait I want to give him my phone number! Why, I have no idea. I'm not normally one to give out information like that but for some reason I did. Anyway he called Thursday night and we have been talking like every free second since then. It's so weird...Normally when I meet someone new I talk to them for a while and kind of leave them alone...But this kid I just can't get enough of!!! I told him about Randy........Randy is coming home probably like the second week of September...and I'm gonna have him stay at a hotel and stuff instead of staying with me if he even wants to come at all. I need to tell him that me and him aren't going to work. It's so hard, him being so far away and me making myself sick worrying about him when the internet and phones are down and he won;t even be coming back to Florida until Feb 07 the EARLIEST. And he was thinking about going to Georgia instead of Florida anyway. I still want to be friends and a support system for him but as far as anything else for right now I just can't do it. I'll have his blanket and stuff all packed up in case he wants to bring it back with him:-/ What do you think? Is that bitch of me? If this guy I met hadn't come into the picture it might be different but I feel like I just CAN'T pass up the opportunity I have with this guy...There is something definitely different about him...He is a bit older..25, he turns 26 on Sept 21...He has a beautiful 5 year old daughter named Makayla...Her mother walked out when she was about 1. This is a nice little predicament I happened to get myself in. I'd seriously like any advice anyone has! On comments or AIM or anything...please be honest though!

I guess that's it...My first new roommate moved in today. She was supposed to live in a dorm, Deviney...and her mom was like um absolutely NOT!! so they found Tuscany and when they looked at all the rooms they liked mine because there weren't a bunch of bottles of alcohol and I left a note for the girls moving in on Sunday because I was working and I hadn't taken it down or anything yet. I guess they were really happy about the note lol.

My Dan River comforter came back today! I'm so happy my room will finally match now!

I guess that's it for now...PLEASE let me know your opinions!!! Thanks guys!